The 22 of November

I haven't been writing for 2 weeks and many things  have changed.

At first, I am loosing weight and it's great ! Also I'm good at sport ! I have regular trainings 3 times a week, well I'm trying.

This morning I ate eggs and Movenpick tiramisu ice-cream🙈 but I have a training today and it's ok! 

I'm happy that I have good relations with maths for now and I will continue this acquaintance!

Plans for today :

Have a breakfast✅

Do the homework🔜

Have a lunch 🔜

Have a training 🔜

Have a dinner🔜

Relax while reading 🔜

Sleep💤

Have a nice day !

Love everybody today 😻❤️

The 8th of November

 Yesterday was a birthday of my blog ! 

Happy b-day my blog ! It's about 5 years old? Right ? I started to write here in 2010. So alright.

Heyy ! It's 11 and I had a morning walk, because I was depressed and I needed to feel free and to direct my thoughts in a right way. 

I don't like to sit at home. It's boring and I start to eat much :( 

I want to train today and meet my sister, I haven't seen her for 1 month! She was away.

My new love is John Legend ! Especially "all of me" it's very sensitive !

Also I am again listening  to Adele ! Her voice is spellbinding ! 

Next will school lessons start and almost ready, I think so. Just waiting to meet my mates and fav English teacher. 

Have a nice day, Sweeties

Bye for now 

The 5th of November

Hey ! 

Yesterday I was thinking that today would be better, but it was a mistake.

So I wanted to get up at 7, but actually I woke up at 8:30 and my day started badly.

Almost all day I was nervous. But now I am trying to relax while listening Jazz music and it helps :)

I went to the cinema today with grandma and brother to watch cartoon "monsters on holiday 2" it was nice, but not very good.

I don't want to be at home, I just don't want to be in this atmosphere, I feel depressed here.

I will spend my time in libraries, really, why not😄 instead of shopping malls. 

So much negative emotions, I can't stand it ! 

Just need to feel kindness inside me. 

Hope I'll get well

Sweet dreams world !

The 4th of November

Soooo let's continue !
I haven't been writing here since 1st of April. A little bit more than 8 months have lasted. My concience is growing up and it makes me feel like an adult. Am I begin to mature ? Well, I think so :/
For now I am almost 18, well in 4 months I'll be an ADULT, legal possibility of  drinking alohol and smoking but I'm not and I won't , really I don't want to kill my internal organism's system.
I am here again to write something every day and keep motivated about everything I am doing.
Especially sport and studying. It's very important for me.
There are some aims for the nearest future :
First is to lose weight and build muscule, and further to keep fit.
Second is to study hard for the best results on exam of subjects like Maths, Russian and Physics.
Third is to develop mind and soul, like improving my english skills, reading books, writing science works and ect.

These aims I must achieve during this studying year ! Good luck for me and help me keep motivated !
Yesterday I had a training and now I have muscule fever. And it feels good, I like it :D


goodbye for now


have a nice day !